20.10.10

Control. written June 8, 2010

Never ever fall in love with a liar.
Never fall in love with a cheater.
Never fall in love with that guy.
He's not who you think he is,
and in no time at all you see the controlling side.

And all you do now is get angry.

Get it out.
Let it out.
Scream and cry and bang and throw.
And never fall in love with anyone like that again.

Especially when he runs through women with the lustful eyes.
Never fall in love with a cheater.

Never ever ever fall in love with that guy.
He will control.
And he will use pain for his lyrics.
Instead of really thinking it through.

Because I guarantee, by the time you're done processing,
He's already had at least one woman. maybe 2 or 3.

Go ahead. Tell him he was right. Tell him force is needed.
Teach him lies. Teach him 'whatever makes him happy'
Because in the end, he will do what makes him happy.
No matter what it takes. And no matter who it hurts.

There's no jealousy, I'd never want to end up that way.
There's no want, I'd never want to end up so crushed again.
There's no feeling.

To be honest with you, It's just anger.
And it'll pass.

Maybe I'm some crazy bitch who is 'too young to get it'
But I'll grow up.

You? You'll never stop controlling.
30 more minutes with my friends please?
No. It's over.

You? You'll never stop yelling.
Bitch you nasty bitch. fuck you. fuck you.

You? You'll never let go.
I'll get over it. But you can't.
Your mind won't let you anymore.
How many more will it take to realize that it isn't the women.
They aren't completely the problem.

I'll get over it. But you, you can't.
'but i already am' you say.

When's the last time you stayed single for more than 2 months?
You can't handle it.